all i want..

I just want to be happy, is that too much to ask. I get excited about anything it irritates him. If I talk, iy irritates him. If I joke, irritates him. I am so fucking tired of this its not even funny. Why is everything I do or say irritating? Its like my very existance is irritating to him. Unless I am just sitting quietly, absorbed in his every word I am irritating. And God forbid he asks a question and I don't answer correctly, that irritates him. If everything I do, say, think is irritating why don't I just crawl in a hole and stay there. Then maybe you won't be so irritated.

Fuck!!