another day another $

drove by house to grab mail... 3 checks NICE child support refunds for hubby... finally done boy is 18 and moved in with us. nice...

i got child support for jaja for about 5 years and that was it. we have paid her for 14 years and she would have collected forever if they let her. she is such a bitch and was such a terrible mom i feel she owes us to fix all the problems she has caused.

casinos

well we went to clearwater casino tonight by lewiston idaho. we had a nice dinner and dave sat in lounge while i made my slot machine donations. i never win.. i dont know why i keep playing. my parents win.. but they pay alot more than i ever will or would want. tonight was fun the machines were givin a bit and i like playing long with little money. i like the reservations for slots and my fav non tribal casino is in jean nv.. they have nickles where u can drop the coin... we save all our nickles so when there i can play.

so by now i think i have single handedly covered the debt to the indians for the wrongs by white man. or i own a casino somewhere.

laundry..

here i sit doing laundry at the local laundromat. i know how fun... i used to hate them but noe i like the fact it now takes 2 hrs for laundry instead of all day.

What a day.. ugh!

So we get home thurs.. today is sat.. all day sucked. we were all in moods and 4 people under small roof with 4 dogs = disaster. so a day of bickering and bitching commenced ant all in all horrible. of course at the end of the day we r all fine but it is so draining to be all emotional. i am so emotionally wore out it is amazing that i am awake.

i hope tomorrow is a better day...